FT Island: Bad Woman

 Romanization:

nae sarami aningabwa
urin inyeoni aningabwa
ije ibyeolhajago geuman heeojijago
hamyeon nan eotteokhani

nal moreuneun saramcheoreom
modu eobseotdeon iringeotcheoreom
da ijeobeorimyeon
ijen nan eotteoke neomaneul saranghaenneunde

neon nappeun yeojaya aiya
neon nappeun yeojaya aiya
namjaui gaseume namjaui dunune
nunmullage haneungeoni

neon nappeun yeojaya aiya
neon nappeun yeojaya aiya
neol saranghaenneunde neobakke eomneunde
gyeolguk nareul tteonaganeun
neon nappeun yeojaya

nal moreuneun saramcheoreom
modu eobseotdeon iringeotcheoreom
da jiwobeorimyeon
ijen nan eotteoke neomaneul saranghaenneunde

neon nappeun yeojaya aiya
neon nappeun yeojaya aiya
namjaui gaseume namjaui dunune
nunmullage haneungeoni

neon nappeun yeojaya aiya
neon nappeun yeojaya aiya
neol saranghaenneunde neobakke eomneunde
gyeolguk nareul tteonaganeun
neottaemune nan haengbokhaesseonneunde
neottaemune nan saranghaesseonneunde
neoui yeongwonhan sarangeun ojik nahana ppunirago mideonneunde

neon nappeun yeojaya

nan nappeun namjaya aiya
nan nappeun namjaya aiya
neowaui gieogeul
uriui sarangeul
ijen modu jiuryeohae

namanui saranga
geuriun saranga
neol saranghaenneunde neobakke eomneunde
ijen nareul tteonaganeun

neon nappeun yeojaya

Hangeul:

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내 사람이 아닌가봐 우린 인연이 아닌가봐
이제 이별하자고 그만 헤어지자고 하면 난 어떻하니

날 모르는 사람처럼 모두 없었던 일인것처럼
다 잊어버리면 이젠 난 어떻게 너만을 사랑했는데

넌 나쁜여자야 아이야 넌 나쁜여자야 아이야
남자의 가슴에 남자의 두눈에 눈물나게 하는거니
넌 나쁜여자야 아이야 넌 나쁜여자야 아이야
널 사랑했는데 너밖에 없는데
결국 나를 떠나가는 넌 나쁜여자야

날 모르는 사람처럼 모두 없었던 일인것처럼
다 지워버리면 이젠 난 어떻게 너만을 사랑했는데

넌 나쁜여자야 아이야 넌 나쁜여자야 아이야
남자의 가슴에 남자의 두눈에 눈물나게 하는거니
넌 나쁜여자야 아이야 넌 나쁜여자야 아이야
널 사랑했는데 너밖에 없는데 결국 나를 떠나가는

너때문에 난 행복했었는데 너때문에 난 사랑했었는데
너의 영원한 사랑은 오직 나하나 뿐이라고 믿었는데

넌 나쁜여자야
난 나쁜남자야 아이야 난 나쁜남자야 아이야
너와의 기억을 우리의 사랑을 이젠 모두 지우려해

나만의 사람아 그리운 사람아 아이야
널 사랑했는데 너밖에 없는데 이젠 나를 떠나가는

넌 나쁜여자야..

English Translation:

It doesn’t seem like I’m your person
It doesn’t seem like we’re lovers
“Let’s break up now, let’s stop, let’s separate”
If you say those words, what do I do?

Like a person who doesn’t know me
Like one person who had absoltely nothing
If you forget it all,
What should I do from now on? I loved only you

You’re a bad woman
You’re a bad woman
In a man’s heart, in a man’s two eyes
Tears are coming out

You’re a bad woman
You’re a bad woman
I loved you, there was no one other than you, but..
In the end, you’re leaving me
You’re a bad woman

Like a person who doesn’t know me
Like one person who had absoltely nothing
If you forget it all,
What should I do from now on? I loved only you

You’re a bad woman
You’re a bad woman
In a man’s heart, in a man’s two eyes
Tears are coming out

You’re a bad woman
You’re a bad woman
I loved you, there was no one other than you
But in the end, you’re leaving me
Because of you, I was happy
Because of you, I felt love
I believe that it was simply only me, but..

You’re a bad woman

I’m a bad man
I’m a bad man
The memories with you
Our love
I erase them all now

Oh, my only love
Oh, the love I long for
I loved you, there was no one other than you
But now you’re leaving me

You’re a bad woman

Cr: jpopasia.com

Tiffany SNSD: By Myself Lyrics

By Myself - Tiffany(English Translation)

please, just pass by pretending like you don't see me
please, don't even give me a glance
in the days that are like the sandy winds
don't give anything to me

folding away my one heart
hiding my one tear
like it's the first time we've seen each other, like we're strangers
just pass by. it has to be like that.

by myself, i say my love, send away my love
in the folds of the lonely accumulated memories, the tears hang

even if you're far away, i hope that you'll be happy
i bury my love deeply within my heart

in the next world, when we are born
then, we'll look at each other face to face
let's be born so that we don't lose weakly in front of fate again

so that i may be a flower in front of you
i'll sing a song for you
as one's girl, as one man's lover
i want to always live by your side

by myself, i say my love, send away my love
in the folds of the lonely accumulated memories, the tears hang

even if you're far away, i hope that you'll be happy
my love, deeply within my heart...

though it hurts, though it will hurt, i will never cry
because there is no such thing as farewell in my love

when this life ends, in the next world, us two
let's love, for sure. let's love, for sure.
us two.

By Myself - Tiffany (Romanization)

jeh bahl moh reun cheh jee nah gah yo
jeh bahl noon geel doh joo jee mah yo
moh rae bah rahm gah teun nahl deul eh
ah moo guht doh nae geh joo jee mah yo

nae mah eum hah nah juh buh doo goh
nae noon mool hah nah soom gyuh doo goh
chuh eum bohn guht chuh ruhm
naht suhn sah rahm chuh ruhm
jee nah gah yo geu rae yah mahn hae yo..

nah hohn jah suh sarang eul mahl hah goh
sarang eul boh nae goh
hohn jah ssah eun choo uhk eh
gyuhp gyuh bee noon mool ee mae yuh
muhn goh seh ee ssuh doh
geu dae haeng bohk hah geel
nah yae sarang eul... gah seum geep ee moo duh yo...

dah eum seh sang oo ree tae uh nah myuhn
geu ddaen sarang eu roh mah joo bwah yo
oon myung ah peh heem uhp shee jee neun eel
doo buhn dah shee uhp geh tae uh nah yo

nah geu dae ah peh kkoh chee dweh goh
nah geu dae wee hae noh rae hah goh
hahn sah rahm yuh jah roh
hahn nahm jah yuhn een eu roh
geu dae gyuh teh neul sahl goh sheep uh yo..

nah hohn jah suh sarang eul mahl hah goh
sarang eul boh nae goh
hohn jah ssah eun choo uhk eh
gyuhp gyuh bee noon mool ee mae yuh
muhn goh seh ee ssuh doh
geu dae haeng bohk hah geel
nah yae sarang eul... gah seum sohk geep ee...

ah pah doh ah pah jyuh doh
juhl dae nahn ool jee ah nah yo
bah roh nae sarang eun
ee byuhl ee uhp seu nee..

ee sahl mee kkeut nah goh
dah eum seh sang eh oo ree
kkohk sarang hae yo... kkohk sarang hae yo.. oo ree..

Hangul
제발 모른체 지나가요
제발 눈길도 주지마요
모래바람같은 날들에
아무것도 내게 주지마요
내 마음 하나 접어두고
내 눈물 하나 숨겨두고
처음본 것처럼
낯선사람처럼
지나가요 그래야만 해요
나 혼자서 사랑을 말하고 사랑을 보내고
혼자 쌓은 추억에 겹겹이 눈물이 매여
먼곳에 있어도 그대 행복하길
나의 사랑을 가슴깊이 묻어요
다음 세상 우리 태어나면
그 땐 사랑으로 마주봐요
운명 앞에 힘없이 지는일
두 번 다시 없게 태어나요
나 그대 앞에 꽃이 되게
나 그대 위해 노래하고
한 사람 여자로
한 남자 연인으로
그대 곁에 늘 살고 싶어요
나 혼자서 사랑을 말하고 사랑을 보내고
혼자 쌓은 추억에 겹겹이 눈물이 매여
먼곳에 있어도 그대 행복하길
나의 사랑을 가슴속 깊이
아파도 아파져도 절대 난 울지 않아요
바로 내 사랑은 이별이 없으니
이 삶이 끝나고 다음 세상에 우리
꼭 사랑해요 꼭 사랑해요 우리

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Habib Ali Al-Jifri; Moment with Us

Starting today, I will share some of his talks; to people who are loves to hear.

We're in here not to loath each other, but to loves each other as human being.

Here's my first share of his talk to all.

Title:

Jangan di nilai manusia dari luaran: al-Habib Ali al-Jufri 

Do not judge human from outside

Once the bell's ring...

After such long time I'm seeking answers; one by one; why they left me, now another intuition appears; just after I rejecting a guy; which too hassle to marry me; which not under my interest list.

What if some reason which not being answered by God in order to protect your feeling?
What'll happened if the truth doesn't bell good ring?
Am I do have enough guts to face the tornado?

Ya Allah, I'm sorry for being looking bad lil' bit on You on the moment I received Your test...
Hopes that You forgive my sins..
I'm still kids; needs your shelter.
Don't leave me on the wrong path.
Alhamdulillah cuz You still protect me; which no ones are able to do that right now.

At last, my tears in previous days is not useless; and still being looked and concerned by You.
Thanks Allah.

BAEK JI YOUNG - LIKE BEING HIT BY A BULLET

Hangul 

총맞은 것처럼 정신이 너무 없어
웃음만 나와서 그냥 웃었어 그냥 웃었어 그냥

허탈하게 웃으며 하나만 묻자 했어
우리 왜 헤어져 어떻게 헤어져
어떻게 헤어져 어떻게

구멍난 가슴에 우리 추억이 흘러 넘쳐
잡아보려 해도 가슴을 막아도
손가락 사이로 빠져나가

심장이 멈춰도 이렇게 아플 것 같진 않아
어떻게 좀 해줘 날 좀 치료해줘
이러다 내 가슴 다 망가져
구멍난 가슴이

어느새 눈물이 나도 모르게 흘러
이러기 싫은데 정말 싫은데 정말 싫은데 정말

일어서는 널 따라 무작정 쫓아 갔어
도망치듯 걷는 너의 뒤에서 너의 뒤에서
소리쳤어

구멍난 가슴에 우리 추억이 흘러 넘쳐
잡아보려 해도 가슴을 막아도
손가락 사이로 빠져나가

심장이 멈춰도 이렇게 아플 것 같진 않아
어떻게 좀 해줘 날 좀 치료해줘
이러다 내 가슴 다 망가져

총맞은 것처럼 정말 가슴이 너무 아파
이렇게 아픈데 이렇게 아픈데
살수가 있다는 게 이상해

어떻게 너를 잊어 내가 그런 건 나는 몰라 몰라
가슴이 뻥뚫려 채울 수 없어서
죽을 만큼 아프기만 해
총맞은 것처럼

Romanization

Chong majeun geotcheoreom
Jeongsini neomu eobseo
Useumman nawaseo
Geunyang Useosseo
Geunyang Useosseo
Geunyang

Heotalhage seumyeo
Hanaman mutja haesseo
Uri wae heeojyeo
Eotteoke heeojyeo
Eotteoke heeojyeo
Eotteoke

*Gumeongnan gaseume uri
Chueogi heulleo neomchyeo
Jababoryeo naedo
Gaseumeul magado
Songarak sairo ppajyeonaga

Simjangi meomchwodo ireoke
Apeul geot gatjun anha
Eatteoke jom haejwo
Nal jom chiryonaejwo
Ireoda nae gaseum da manggajyeo
Gumeongnan gaseumi

Eoneusae nunmuri
Nado moreuga heulleo
Ireogi sirheunde
Jeongmal sirjeunde
Jeongmal sirjeunde
Jeongmal

Ireoseoneun neol ttara
Mujakjeong jjocha gasseo
Domangchideut geotneun
Neoui dwieseo
Neoui dwieseo
Sori chyeosseo

*Gumeongnan gaseume uri
Chueogi heulleo neomchyeo
Jababoryeo naedo
Gaseumeul magado
Songarak sairo ppajyeonaga

Simjangi meomchwodo ireoke
Apeul geot gatjun anha
Eatteoke jom haejwo
Nal jom chiryonaejwo
Ireoda nae gaseum da manggajyeo

Chong majeun geotcheoreon
Jeongmal
Gaseumi neomu apa
Ireoke apeude
Ireoke apeude
Salsuga itdaneun ge isanghae

Eotteoke neoreulijeo naega
Geureongeon naneun molla
Molla
Gaseumi ppeongtturlyeo
Chaeul se eobseoseo
Jugeul mankeum apeugimanhae
Chong majeun geotcheoreom

 

 

English Translation:

I cant make sense of anything
All that comes out is laughter
So I just laughed,
So I just laughed,
Just..
While Im laughing until I collapse
I asked if I could ask one thing
Why are we breaking up?
How do we break up?
How do we break up?
How?
In this bruised chest,
Our memories are overflowing
Even though I try hold onto them,
Even if I block my chest,
They all slip though my fingers
Even if my heart stops,
Just like this,
I dont think it will hurt,
Please do something
Give me some treatment
If I keep going like this,
All I will get is a broken heart
In this bruised chest..
Soon, without me even realizing,
Tears stream down my face
I dont want to be like this,
I really dont want to,
I really dont want to,
Really..
I follow after you, who stood up so rashly and left,
Youre running away,
From behind you,
From behind you,
I scream..
In this bruised chest,
Our memories are overflowing
Even though I try hold onto them,
Even if I block my chest,
They all slip though my fingers
Even if my heart stops,
Just like this,
I dont think it will hurt,
Please do something
Give me some treatment
If I keep going like this,
All I will get is a broken heart
Like being hit by a bullet
Really..
My heart hurts so much
It hurts so much,
It hurts so much,
Thats weird I can still live.
How can I forget you?
Me?
I dont know how to do such things..
I dont know..
My heart is awake and I cant put it to sleep,
All it does is hurt so much I feel like dying,
Like being hit by a bullet...

 

Puisi: Tebing Hati

Tebing Hati

Kolek hati kini terisi,
IzinNya biarkan ia terjadi,
Satu buana melihat gempitanya sirnanya,
Apatah lagi di ceruk ceruk senyuman

Lalu kabus menghinggapi rembulan,
maka kelam meliputi sang buana,
Kelam kan samudera, 
Apatah lagi rimba yg pekat membisu


Dalam rukuk dan sujud bertingkah,
Hingga nyawa kuserah padaNya,
Karena hati sudah tiba di tebingnya.
Patah sudah tongkat utk mengaduh

Kini, mata melihat ke langit
Tiada bahasa bisa kugunakan
Karena qada'ku, Dia yang punya.
Karena ku bukanlah Tuhan,
hanya bisa mengomel sebagai hambaNya

Ya Allah, 
temukan aku bicara sebenar,
temukan aku tapak-tapak jalan yang hilang
temukan aku mahligai yang Kau janjikan
temukan aku naskah cintaku yg kunantikan
Kerana aku hanyalah hamba sahaya, 
Hanya Kau aku berserah

Now I have Allah by my side :-)

Last time, I worried of losing someone. But now, Allah is on my side, I really feel secured even chances of losing someone, some day will comes. Thanks Allah.

Another lyrics composed: Falling down girl

I'm falling down...

I'm falling down...

I'm falling down...

I'm falling down...

As summer's gone,

my heart just frozen, can't keep it on..

As wind goes by,

All hopes are gone with you..

i thought that you're the on my side,

but actually you're the one who leaves me behind....!!

I'm falling down...

I'm falling down...

I'm falling down...

I'm falling down...crush on you...

All steps I took,

Seems numb and so barely to move,

i wish i could,

Smile & laughing as u did right now

But seems it all so hard,

Cuz your love we're not meant for me..

I'm falling down...

I'm falling down...

I'm falling down...

I'm falling down...because of you.

oooh......wooooh....nooo......

As so much moments between you & me

as harder to believe that you're betraying me,

i wish i could stop all your happiness now,

but seems i'm better than you as the one who'd done

to my life......

to my life...woo..woooo..hooooo...

I'm falling down...

I'm falling down...

I'm falling down...

I'm falling down...

I'm falling down...

I'm falling down...I'm falling down...I'm falling down...

I'm falling down............and rising now.

 

Rumah Ana

Flower fresh on earth http://streamzoo.com/i/7176394

Rhythm of Love-Plain White T's - Estee Lauder- Pleasures Music Promo OST

My head is stuck in the clouds
She begs me to come down
Says "Boy quit foolin' around"
I told her "I love the view from up here
Warm sun and wind in my ear
We'll watch the world from above
As it turns to the rhythm of love"

We may only have tonight
But till the morning sun you're mine all mine
Play the Music low and swing to the rhythm of love

My heart beats like a drum
A guitar string to the strum
A beautiful song should be sung
She's got blue eyes deep like the sea
That roll back when she's laughing at me
She rises up like the tide
The moment her lips meet mine

We may only have tonight
But till the morning sun you're mine all mine
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/p/plain-white-t_s-lyrics/rhythm-of-love-lyrics.html ]
Play the Music low and swing to the rhythm of love

When the moon is low
We can dance in slow motion
And all your tears will subside
All your tears will dry

Ba-ba ba-ba ba-ba ba-ba ba-ba ba-ba
Da da-da dum Da da-da dum
ba-ba ba-ba ba-ba ba-ba ba-ba ba-ba
Da da-da dum Da da-da dum

And long after I've gone
You'll still be humming along
And I will keep you in my mind
The way you make love so fine

We may only have tonight
But till the morning sun you're mine all mine
Play the music low and swing to the rhythm of love
Ohhhhhh
Play the music low and swing to the rhythm of love
Yeah swing to the rhythm of love

Food Feast at Seoul Garden

Another food feast during Ramadhan..huhu. Nice...with office-mate...

Another Multi-Tasking Scene:

Lots of things comes inside my mind:

1.Beatles Lyrics-I wanna hold your hand

2. Quran-Reciting which crazily started nowhere. Shall start in beginning.

3. Ayah's Jubah; when shall be completed?wondering-mode....blurrr...

4. I think I already makes someone felt glitch early in the morning..who ah?haisyo...

5. Have I done something wrong to Ain. Seems she silents lots.

6. My house is in messy-mode. Clean?When arrr?...

7. Snap-Art for today:

My New Purse

Broken-Glass-Shattered..(wish it's Diamond-Steel-Heart)

If only i could buy a time to get someone to get married, then, Allah swt is no use as our God. Therefore,
is totally shit if I'm entertained people around who really never understood what is Qada' and Qadar. I love Allah more than anything. Hopes this will be forever. He's there for me all the time. No exception.

Ya Allah,
a blog as a reason as i couldn't tell all the whisper in my heart,
My heart is kind of shattered by people who's laughing at me as reason they didn't believe the faith as you lettered in Quran,

Ya Allah,
I do trust you.

Cheat sheet to my future-unknown-hubby..

Song of my hearts for today:

I am  not seeking a person who does have the life, 

but a person who is appreciate the lives, 

A person who have a life; they always see the empty puzzle of their lives meanwhile ignoring the available puzzles, as per that, they tends to feel unsatisfied with everything,

A person who appreciate the lives, they know there are some spaces in their lives, and yet they're not ignoring the parts which are already there. 

Empty space?

They're still searching the missing piece but not getting it is not frustration as others remains completing him because, million (1,000,000) cannot be made without '0' and '1' and not just simply starting with 10 or 100 at the beginning. 

And this is one of parts that all guy i knew and met that they're lacking at.

They tends to struggle in lots of things; politics, status, BMW, and etc. 

Mean while, what can I see from them is an empty mission. 

Like a garden with flower, without leafs. 

A flower with good soil and water, yes it can grow well but does it seems imbalance since without leafs?

When you appreciate your life, 

you're not sure whether this is last day of your breathing, there fore  you're going to give your best in everything including love and appreciate people around you as much as you can,

when something is not par with your measurement, you're not going to be down and giving it up but you're find another way or path and continue your lives,

even you have to go through the pain parts, you take it as a good medicine; making you as a better person; where not other people can make it but you're the chosen one to prove it to other that you're different . 

Different people is like one of the branches of a tree, even though from the same root, same soil source, but nature of lives is when all branches grow and live in different path.

Masked Heart

 

i know, 

and admit,

love,

flirt ,

(head to toe)-scanner-ism,

lovey dovey,

is root of me now,

Some people pfewwit!

some people smile,

some people disgust,

some people speechless,

some people leave too,

but me, 

still here, deep under the mask

colorful of joker,

en-coloring others,

but yet,

less they know,

how hurt the wound inside,

facing the scar,

i would said these names:

Fikril, Rahim, Afif, Hisyamuddin, Ashraf, Shahril, Annas, Marwan

and i already convinced and believed too,

that those names are just red silk in a dream,

softly touch your skin of heart,

and once dream's gone,

they gone.

where the foot dew,

where the trust flew,

where the love rust,

and where too,

the life is must,,

As love has being deniable admit,

As love has being starvation

As love has being stabbing the heart,

and as it is,

Mind,

Staggering,

Struggling,

Shattered,

and stuttered,

So there is,

A masked heart,

Keeps the shadow enlightening the sands,

Keeps the wound curing the worms,

Keeps the pain rainbow-ing  the pals,

I wish this pain stop, but

i cannot wish the history to be turn back and on,

as i am the history of my own

*The poem is representing my feeling; of being misunderstood by my office-mate, whereby, they always taught that I'm such a person always changing feeling towards guys. Meanwhile they don't know how long for me to take my time to bear a pain as a sister of handicapped brother where no guys are brave to come forward to share the pain of lives together. i do can smile in front of them ,and pretending that I'm such a playgirl. meanwhile, my shattered heart is in-cured, and still afraid of falling in love again.

You Damn Witch

I know it's kind of wrong, cursing people. But anyhow, she's totally irrational in viewing people. No wonder younger people like me can be over top of you; I don't really surprised of your story on having Boss from Hell (Boss from Hell as to lead employee like hell like you!)

I don't care what position are you right now, your age, or where are you came from. But things got stirred with shits if you're sneaking into my life and so suddenly being criticize my lifestyle. Who are you to said about my lifestyle?my own heart decision?

FYI!!!!!

1. Going to mosque is more to what's is our intention whether we want to improve our lives; listening to the religious lectures, keeps mind calm and clean. Going to Jusco, it's more to finding peacefulness of mind by walking alone, surveying new books at bookstore, find good food to eat. Islam never denies our lives needs such as foods, clothes and so on (I'm not like you; who a manager, wearing black jubah for the whole week. Islam did not forbid their followers to wear any color clothes. No wonder your boss is worry about your personality [macam orang mati hubby; berkabung seumur hidup])

2. You keeping finding others faults and mistakes [but did you confess yet about you used my liquid detergent without my permission?i haven't heard it from your dirty tounge]

3. We're just housemate, and I'm not your daughter [thinking about your complain on your daughter who seems love to be in her world in her own room as like me; i think i know the reason (it's you!!)]. I had lived previously with other two house rent, and this is my first time having heart-ache with housemate.

4.Kind of confusing..how you managed to become branch manager in mean time you're having such poo-er-attitude. For me, a manager should have rational, professional, wise-decision maker, not being easy being stumble by others. But you????you're totally contrary with all of this. I wish either you having pension or please die somewhere else as i don't want to see your face anymore.

5.Don't you realize that nobody likes you? Another FYI, I know that another housemate just being faking nice to you as to let her going together to office with you with your Mercedez..pity of you isn't it?


While i'm totally annoyed with your existence (wishing of your extinction), i found him; makes me smile alone back and huwaaaa....miss you gin-chan!!!chajatta!!!

Midnight-Adobe-Illustrator-Design

After prayer at Mosque, since nothing to do while eating (since i'm not really fancy of TV), so yup! another artwork..huhu...thanks to God, give human knowledge of Adobe Illustrator, if i'm doing this with hand-sketching,surely after this would be into  trash bin (my another bad habit..hehe)..no worries, this is FOC, can copy by anybody since i'm doing this not for money, just for fun..yes,true, another rhythm of soul..and the bell is ringing me to create this..geee...

Korean Song- SeeYa & Lee Heari Davichi

Some of the words can be expelled just like simply as water. But some of the words, only can be expelled as music..enjoy it..

Link to Video

참 어제 이별은 내가 너무 어려서
cham eoje ibyeoreun naega neomu eoryeoseo
The first time I broke up with someone, because I was so young,

창피한 줄도 모르고 펑펑 울었어
changpihan juldo moreugo peongpeong ureosseo
I cried buckets of tears without feeling ashamed.

하나 둘 사랑을 겪고 나이도 먹어 가면서
hana dul sarangeul gyeokkgo naido meogeo gamyeonseo
After I'd been through love's ordeal a few times more as I grew older

더는 울지 말자고 아파하지 말자고
deoneun ulji maljago apahaji maljago
I decided not to cry any more, not to suffer any more,
아무리 결심해도 그게 안돼
amuri gyeolsimhaedo geuge andwae
No matter what the outcome, I wouldn't do that sort of thing.
**이제 다 컸잖아 어른이 됐잖아
ije da keotjanha eoreuni dwaetjanha
I'm a big girl now after all, I've grown up now after all

철이 없는 거야 뭐야 왜 자꾸만 우는 거야
cheori eomneun geoya mwoya, wae jakkuman uneun geoya
It's childish, what is there to keep on crying about?

이제는 더 이상 남자때문에 울지 않겠다고 결심했는데
ijeneun deo isang, namjattaemune ulji anketdago gyeolsimhaenneunde
They say at my age I shouldn't be weeping any more because of a man,

그것도 못 지켜 우는 내가 미워**
geugeotdo mot jikyeo uneun naega miwo
If things turn out badly I don't mind, I hate to cry.

사랑을 시작하면 이별을 예정하고
sarangeul sijakhamyeon ibyeoreul yejeonghago
I found another love, but the time has come to part,

이번엔 울지 않겠지 멋진척해도
ibeonen ulji anketji meotjincheokhaedo
I'm sure not going to cry this time, I'm going to pretend to be cool about it.

어느새 흐르는 눈물 나를 바보로 만들고
eoneusae heureuneun nunmul, nareul baboro mandeulgo
Suddenly tears start to fall and make me look a fool,

더는 울지 말자고 아무리 다짐해도
deoneun ulji maljago amuri dajimhaedo
I said I wouldn't cry any more, but despite all my resolve,

이별 앞에 왜 또 난 눈물이 나
ibyeol ape wae tto nan nunmuri na
faced with breaking up, why am I weeping yet again?

**REFRAIN**

울지않을래 울기가 싫어
uljianheullae ulgiga sirheo
I'm not going to cry, I hate crying,

싫다는데 왜 자꾸 흘러
sirtaneunde wae jakku heulleo
why do my tears keep flowing?

어른이 되면 자꾸 사랑을 하면
eoreuni doemyeon jakku sarangeul hamyeon
If I'm grown up, even if I keep on falling in love,

눈물 따윈 마를 줄 알았는데
nunmul ttawin mareul jul aranneunde
I thought my tears would have all dried up.

**REFRAIN**

Hangul:melon
Romanization:thelapan
Translation:baduy 

Source:link source to lyrics.

Shoes vs Love??

Here's my answer which i suddenly ask myself.hahaha...how 'bout you?

	Shoes	Love
What’s captured us	1. looks (simple as you or sophisticated as you?) 2. comfort-ability (as it have nice shoe pads [huwaaaa, so nice]) 3. events (for sure stiletto won’t suits high-power cable area)	Some of us choose their love lives as same as shoes too: 1. Looks (tall, tanned, with 6-pack abs [[ouch!] or maybe guy-next-door?) 2. comfort-ability (the one you can talk easily, humour easily) 3. events (when you cannot choose randomly from streets market)
When it’s the time you feel don’t want	When it won’t fit at your foot When it can’t be used anymore When you find more suitable shoes to be used (maybe last time you’re using flip-flop to office; once you got salary you found out it’s better to have proper heels to work [hmm!good decision])	When he/she not fit with your lifestyle When you cannot use him/her anymore When you find other better than him/her (maybe last time, he/she is the only one who staring at you, but now you can choose since lots of people knowing you and knew your charms [heisshhh!!!!totally not nice])
Experiencing of losing	Someone stole it Someone manage to buy it before you	Someone stole him/her from you Someone confess to him/her before you do and he/she likes them too.
Price of getting it	Sometimes, it depends: Some of it worth with your life to be obtained, but sometimes, it’s better to get the one you can buy. Why? Some of us manage to get the expensive one; if rich can pay with fortune, others can pay with their lives. But what if, even after you pay with your lives, happiness doesn’t come? So, that’s where you ask yourself whether buy the affordable one or not
Which priories	Depends on yourself (but for me, I choose shoes. Why? Without love, I still can breathing and walk, and laughing even I’m not happy and lonely sometimes. But without shoes, of course! Are you going to be a bare-foot-lady-engineer?