hopefully i can finish my job by today..damn so stress...no boyfriend to share the pains...gaah...am i really desperate? urmm...i dont know lol....
share the pain with family is kinda put more flame into ashes..
share the pain with close friends..hrmmm..they tooo got problem..
share pain with God,well i never hear he is directly speaking to me..
keep this alone..seems growing more virus and tantrum...while brain keep.thinking of suicide..
