Kata bidalan, org baik, jodohnya baik.
Nak jodoh baik, kena didik diri jadi baik.
Aku tadi merenung jauh jendela office, yang kemendungan, yang baru lembap2 basah dek hujan yg baru mereda.
Aku tertanya, apa yang sedang bersengketa dalam hati?
Kudengari petikan ini "Tidak Aku jadikan manusia ke muka Bumi ini melainkan utk beribadah".
Mungkinkah hati ini sudah dibajai dengan najis Iblis, lalu bila perkataan ibadah itu muncul, maka hati ini tiada lagi rasa indah.
Adakah kerana aku sudah berputus asa?
Aku pun tak konfem...
Aku dulu ok. Aku taknak cakap aku baik, sbbb aku manusia, masih ada kelemahan, kekurangan...
Tapi bila aku suka orang berkali2, tapi suma punah, memang betul no ones until now ever touched me. That would be Alhamdulillah since i've never being touched by any guys.
But when it comes to fate and faith, honestly Ya Allah...i feel shiver 'lil bit..
i know i'm not good person. i know i'm kind of not ready with everything...but..
at least others, they do fell in love, then get married.
some of them, about 5-6 years, getting knowing of each other, then do preparation.
but me?
am i really a bad person? in hangeul, am i nappun yeoja?
kurundae,
na molla opsul sumida..
i want to die, if can
coz i feel that world doesn't want me
You doesn't want me,
guys does't want me.
might be,
my jodoh also doesn't want me...
maybe it's true
that i am really...jinjaa...nappun yeoja...
bian heyo Ya Allah...i cannot resist my feeling anymore about my fate.
Sorry again..
Nak jodoh baik, kena didik diri jadi baik.
Aku tadi merenung jauh jendela office, yang kemendungan, yang baru lembap2 basah dek hujan yg baru mereda.
Aku tertanya, apa yang sedang bersengketa dalam hati?
Kudengari petikan ini "Tidak Aku jadikan manusia ke muka Bumi ini melainkan utk beribadah".
Mungkinkah hati ini sudah dibajai dengan najis Iblis, lalu bila perkataan ibadah itu muncul, maka hati ini tiada lagi rasa indah.
Adakah kerana aku sudah berputus asa?
Aku pun tak konfem...
Aku dulu ok. Aku taknak cakap aku baik, sbbb aku manusia, masih ada kelemahan, kekurangan...
Tapi bila aku suka orang berkali2, tapi suma punah, memang betul no ones until now ever touched me. That would be Alhamdulillah since i've never being touched by any guys.
But when it comes to fate and faith, honestly Ya Allah...i feel shiver 'lil bit..
i know i'm not good person. i know i'm kind of not ready with everything...but..
at least others, they do fell in love, then get married.
some of them, about 5-6 years, getting knowing of each other, then do preparation.
but me?
am i really a bad person? in hangeul, am i nappun yeoja?
kurundae,
na molla opsul sumida..
i want to die, if can
coz i feel that world doesn't want me
You doesn't want me,
guys does't want me.
might be,
my jodoh also doesn't want me...
maybe it's true
that i am really...jinjaa...nappun yeoja...
bian heyo Ya Allah...i cannot resist my feeling anymore about my fate.
Sorry again..
