Hurt of Needle..

The touch
is for beautiful
the touch
is for pleasant
the touch
is for satisfaction

yet
beautiful becoming fool
pleasant becoming sadist
satisfaction becoming tormentation
and that is from the hurt of needle

small but it still hurt
initially for joining two parts
but it's still poking and makes the torn
torn unhealed
yet being left untouched

sometimes,
the needle forgot
that a piece of clothes can break it
when it strong enough
but waiting clothes to be strong is a play of time
where time is the judge
which God is the Creator
but waiting times coming means
the piece will be poking
again
and again

if only they knew that heart is a piece of silk
while being hurt, dumped is the needle
i wish i have the right time to be strong as to break the needle
and that's why
i'm still single my friends
yet no interest towards guys
even deep in heart
needs to be healed
so please,
stop asking when i am going to get married
when i am going to have a boyfriend
as you do have right now


having fine career
good place to stay to sleep
healthy parents and brother
supportive true friends
that's all i need right now
lonely is not an option to be alive
but lonely is an option for rehabilitation
to becoming a better person
for our own future
since this is not my first time walking alone
in shadow and light


some break can be amended
but heart-breaking in un-amended
unless the Creator change the fact..